This might be my last post on this journal. Getting annoyed with LiveJournal making me view ads to POST on my journal.
Gonna start a blog somewhere else I guess. It'll be better than this one.
I'm getting married in 4 days.
Seriously. Kind of hard to believe. Sure, I've been with him for 8 and a half years and lived with him the past 3 or so years, and we own a house together in the 'burbs.... but wow, a wedding! It feels like so much pomp and circumstance for something that will supposedly change nothing.
All at once I'm excited, and ready for the stress and chaos to be over with, and eagerly anticipating our honeymoon, looking forward to seeing all our friends and family this weekend....and very sad that my sister can't be there. It's just one of those things...I think she would have enjoyed the wedding so much and been so happy for me.
20,000 seconds since you've left and I'm still counting
And 20,000 reasons to get up, get something done
But I'm still waiting
Is someone kind enough to
Pick me up and give me food, assure me that the world is good
But you should be here, you should be here
Your life is yours alone.
Rise up and live it.
- pre-wedding whatever